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hohoho ! long time no bloggie

2009-10-23T09:18:00.005+08:00

18oct2009
was pesta raya
was great show,
tankiiew to the ppl who came and MCG.

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E37J is more bonded den before
had 3D stuff for maths,
very cinfusing,
oh gosh !

but, its fun

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in 1 more week,
its kental ah lu mat show,
ugh ! and tickets are making me stress
haiiyerrr
please ppl, lets buy the tickets and watch the musical drama. =)

support me kae?

2009-10-09T14:54:00.003+08:00

im in dikir barat.. uu noe rite..
hmm as uu noe im performing for some shows
uu wanna see me perform?
hehe, oukkae, i gov uu the details ok.

1st

pesta raya
location: esplanade concourse
time: ard 5 to 8+
wad uu can look for: silat, tarian, pentas karyawan, dikir barat

2nd

refelctions: kental ah lu mat
time: 8pm
tickets: $10 , buy get 1 free
wad uu can look for: it's kinda malay musical comedy kinda thing, the cast are all pretty and handsome. =)

SO COME AND SUPPORT MALAY CULTURE GROUP PRODUCTIONS - RP

dikir OR chingay

2009-10-06T23:09:00.002+08:00

todae was a :
- tiring
- irritating
- long

day for me

it was financial accounting module todae
first week of skool
the lesson started off oukkae,
but, damn long winded siol !
1 team took like 45 min to present. wtf
errgh !
and fidah ! cheeky ehq !
under whre ? under wear ?
haha, inter-related?
siao !

and it was pesta raya preview.
got comments from director of TRCC
and the esplanade person. im not shure wad position
haiiyer. silat got some spicy comments dat were bad
if i were them, i woul feel the heart crashing.
fuuh, remind me of PRP saringan
worked quite hard to play for PRP
but, dint get choosen,
i cried non-stop dat time
haha, but, it was a good eye-opener
even though, i dint get to be chosen,
i did my best for the selections,
i worked even hard for the finals,
even when i cant perform for that,
prove people that i can do it,
went for all the trainings,
practice, practice, practice,
u'll feel better,
when at least the instructor said,
i hav improved,
not kaku no-more
=)
happy, till now,
got conflicts,
but, still, i will always love endangDOKS

guilt

2009-10-05T22:45:00.003+08:00

jux aft class, i shouted :

SO LONG WINDED SEYH ini faci !

*afidah tapping on my shoulder*
*i turn*

jeng jeng jeng
faci is still in class !!

omg omg,
will i get D for the first day of skool ?!

omg !
like seriously,
he so damn long winded,
we end class at 4+,
everyone's fone kept ringing olreadie.
fuuh !

aft dat, was pesta raya rehearsal
tmr will be the preview.
wow ! the esplanade ppl will come and see

and and and i met bby jux now
hehe, as usual, he fetched me at boon lay,
and walked home,
hehe, i like, i like
lepak at playground,
den went home at 10,
u noe, i didnt wanna go home jux now,
hehhe, prangei burok ehq marissa !

hohoho ! first day of school

2009-10-05T08:22:00.002+08:00

its oukkae la, the class =)
of course the first day,
ppl still need more bonding
to talk with each other.

the faci today is wordy.
haha, but his name is cool
MR CARLOS RIOS =)
but, he naggy uhh,
punctuality, act like entrepreneurs, submission of reflection journal, evaluation

and , i miss W47P oso :(
can we hav another outing kitkat?
i still love W47P man !

and, yesterday went raya,
the full family, hehe
so long dint go out with the whole family

bby, i miss uu laaa !

school's starting

2009-10-01T23:59:00.004+08:00

gosh ! stress man !
no money no money
nk werk, tapiy ade 2 upcoming performances,
its like everyday training. ergggh
and end of nov, need to have at least 150 bucks
haiiya, if i keep the money,
den now i eat wad?!
GRASS?
i noe skool alot of grass patch seyhh
hehee
how how? damn uhh
nk kene baya fees lagik, nabey teng teng btol !!

it was bro's burthday jux now,
got cake-cutting in the evening,
coz got ppl come raya at home
was so damn tired, jux came back from training
haiiyerr.
the cake pic not with me,
i upload soon, if my sis giv me the pics kae. hehe

ANND !
my bby called me yesterdae
woohoo !
ouu, bby go KL tk blang ehq,
smack uu den u noe.
hehe, but, dpt bbual skjap je,
coz, by the time u called me,
i was tired and slept
haiishh,
bby call me earlier next time taww.
i love uu !

nowadays

2009-09-29T19:25:00.004+08:00

im sorwie ppl
its been a long time, i post things on my blog
hoho, kinda dead rite !
haha, now, free, so feel like blogging la

hmm, ektaullie, all dis while,
im kinda bz bcoz of :
~ 2 upcoming dikir performances,
~ raya outings

it seems not dat bz,
but, indeed i am
haiiya !

all the
cold carbonated drinks
+
raya cookies
+
lontong
+
spaghetti
+
ape ape yg terhidang dlm raya month

=

sore throat

god damn it !
i cant kluakn suare when rehearsal for dikir
shit uhh !!
now need to jage my throat
dunc drink carbonated drinks animore kay, marissa

haiissh !
i miss JUF!
god ! i noe u lost ur fone,
i dunno why when u all me,
always i bz,
den i ask u to call me back later,
u nvr call back
erggh!
den how? i call ur bro no.
later he make noise at me how?
i die seyhh.
hmmm, bby, call me uhh,
please =)

had been a busy girl

2009-09-25T23:37:00.003+08:00

it's been quite long i didnt post anything in dis blog
was fully packed because of:
- raya visits
- trying to get fat *sleeping most of the time hehe*
- training for upcoming events

haiish, hehe, but, it was fun laa.
yesterday, went to orchard country club,
played bowling and snooker with abg udyn
haha, was so damn fun
tankiiew abg !
i win the bowling game and also 2/3 games of the snooker
jux learnt on that day, and i tried to learn fast
annd. yeehaw ! i won 2/3 of the game
hehe

hmm, Juf, la plak
cant be contacted dat easily,
fone lost, still havnt get replacement yet
so, need to contact his bro to contact him
now oso, his bro like irritated oreadie,
so, i jux wait for his call den.

so, kesimpulan nye,
marissa da naik 1 kg,
hehe, my skiinny jeans cant be worn.
EHEM. hehe

piggy days

2009-09-23T17:24:00.004+08:00

becoming more like a pig nowadays
hmph
go raya visting, keep eating and drinking carbonated drinks
on the way to ppl house, sleep
fuuh, seriously, like pig siol
hehe
but, weight remains as per normal,
haiish. hehe

becoming a house dog oso
hmph !
usuall, all my laundry, i nid to my own,
haiish !! dat was early half part of the year
and now, need to wash, hang, fold
the whole family laundry
hmph. damn it, tired siol

haiish, nemiind
and he didnt call me since raya eve
wad happened?
make me worried
if u read dis post, pls call me.
hmm.

Camat ari aye kengkawan

2009-09-19T19:55:00.006+08:00

was busy today and yesterday.
hmm, u noe, i noe.
kemas sini, kemas sane,
deco sini, deco sane
ANDD, i customized my bed drop

~from winnie the pooh ~

to ~smiley faces~

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so, i want to have a get this opportunity to ask for forgiveness
klau terkasar bahase,
termarah,
tersinggungkan perasaan
dan ter~ yang sewaktu dgn nye

ok, he dint contact me for
2 full days
arrgh

time flies so fast. hmm

2009-09-19T01:09:00.002+08:00

oh god, tmr will be the last day of fasting month,
damn, so fast,
and jux now was the last day of teraweh,
of coz, i went, hmm, was sad,
ramadhan is gonna leave us,
the month of ramadhan is full of baraqah,
which means blessings,
i did my teraweh prayers jux now, and
let it all out jux now, hmm. =)
asked for forgivess . haiishh

so, syawal is coming in 1 day,
i still dunc hav the feeling to celebrate
i dun noe whhy,
haiishh, maybe oni kids find it best
as dats whre dey gonna get money collection
as for me, i dunc noe if i can still get money on hari raya
hmm, hmm, but, in real nid of money now
to pay my damn bill
errghh, tt's $108 bucks. plus i need to pay school fess too
oh god !!
no money, how how?

wad a day!

2009-09-17T01:09:00.003+08:00

went to training jux now,
combined training for pesta raya
dis coming 18 oct, hmm
training was ok

but, kecoh
uu noe wad?
haiish, something bad happen abt endang. =(

oukkae, nemiind.
my dad sent me to school earlier for training.
was happy², den when gg back home
found out dat
my wallet was not in my bag,
gosh, how clumsy
didnt know whre i put

in my heart:
pls, tell me i didnt event brought it to school
haiish, heart was going dag, dig, dug
fuuh, was supposed to meet Juf,
haiish, i cant let this be,
jux pray hard dat my walllet was safely at home

tanks to rina, she gave me money to take the train home
went home, pray for dzuhur n asar
find, find, find,
skali, its under my bedsheet
god ! marissa, how clumsy can u be?

hehe, aft dat,
ape lagi, rush to meet Juf =)
hehe, so happy,
have been weeks i didnt meet him
went to eat at java indonesian cuisine.
was nice, his treat =) i loike
hehe =)
mwuuahh !

*had web-cam-whore with kuzzy. hehe*

oukkae, dats for today !
happy fasting all muslims =)
lil bit more to go,
and we can enjoy ! =D

irritated !

2009-09-15T17:16:00.006+08:00

*come in left ear, come out right ear sdah! ~ rock on*

damn
all my fault

ayah: psl kau uh, ayah beli remote tv salah
me: of coz uh ngah tdo mati, ane dgar fone bunyik
ayah: mcm gini kau tkya ade fone suda
ibu: uh mmg, abeh kene gi jurong point alek, beli remote baru

wad the hell! all my fault
hello !! i slept at 6am in the morning,
of coz i in another world siol
lau org kat sblah sepak sepak ke
tuang air kat leher ke
aru lah aku bleh angon

siak siak siak. ergh
nemmind, masok kiri, klua kanan
pi mampos. ergh

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and suddenly paki started a convo with me yest
wanted to ask khabar and all
and now i noe
why guys call me irritating
bcoz, when they wanna ask me out or sumting
i would say, see how, ntah, tk shurre, hmm.
haiish, kae, i'll try not to kae,
miss u uhh giler !
haha, nant bini u bunoh u nant lau die bacer nie.
hohoho

and, its been a long time,
i cant meet him
asl nk meet je,
ade je bende yg menghalang
damn it damn it
juf, i miss uu bby

ramadhan on wheels. ROW. fun

2009-09-13T00:53:00.007+08:00

it was a fun but tiring day
memuji kesabaran ku juga
hehe, my job was actually simple
but, comes to controlling the public
mcm mcm perangai la manusia nihh

tk mengape, ape pon,
i hav to bersabar
and enjoy,
HOHO

being called the
PRIMARY 3 student, baek pehh!
irri IRRITATING
tapi best. hehe
i loike, mengeratkan siratulrahmi =)

bby, im sorwie
i didnt mean it
im sorwie,
forgive me, please
i syng u
really
jux hope dat nothing bad
would happen before we are official
hmm, im really waiting

IM SORWIIIEE, forgive me please

cookie time

2009-09-11T22:11:00.002+08:00

from the time i woke up till
after i break fast
cookies, cookies n more cookies
till i got back ache
fuuuhhhh

ice cream cookies =)

choc chips ala marissa
hoho!!
coz got secret recipe

nice, nice,
come my house and try kaes

boredom strikes !

2009-09-10T23:45:00.006+08:00

dis is gonna be a boring post. HOHOHO

early morning, eat, make cookies
finished quite fast, den thre was
lightning n thunder !!
cant sleep aft dat, haiissh,
was tired, but stayed up

i edited pictures,
played fish a fish,
and other nonsensical things

went to training, i swear,
if i noe, i wont come
ergggh, like oni 7 ppl come
best kepe?!
nemiind, learnt intro,
hear TOT's sumbangseyh voice
OPPS, sorry. hehe

i dunno why today i so the pelat
hehe, oni-TOT-noes-wad-language-izzit
haha, *dah nk dkat HUJ, yok naek bas*
HUJ or wad, padahal hujan
from Ralph Lauren can become Luff Laulen
from pelat to POLOT, PALIT,
haha, loads more on the titanic
tersampok apentah, jadi pelat

hehe
got to meet WIRNI !!
yay, hope uu happy happy slalu yer =)

*he confessed =) wee~~*

whre is he gone to?

2009-09-09T21:41:00.003+08:00

*if u were to read dis post, its for u Juf*

today went to buy shoe for hari raye
my fone is dead again!
haiish, are uu mad at me?
how am i gonna contact u?
ur fone is lost
u didnt tell me abt it too
yesterday, u dint call me back,
i cant hav a chance to ask how are uu.
the last time u called me,
u were pissed with ur bro,
i was afraid to ask aniting,
and ur fone is lost.
haish, wad does dis tell?
do uu really wanna
end dis friendship?

erggh, im feel so sad,
he is the only one hu cared for me most
and i cant giv dat to him
i had no chance,
cant contact u at ur fone no more,
u're not online at msn,
im not shure if u block me or wad.
u deleted ur tagged,
i checked the imesh,
u deleted dat too.
haiish. jux wished he would come back,
i dunc noe wad else to do
bby, if u read dis post, can u call me?
i miss uu

“There is no love without forgiveness, and there is no forgiveness without love.”

Bryant H. McGill quotes

frames

2009-09-09T01:07:00.009+08:00

was supposed to report to skool at 1 for frame making
BUT, got out of house at 1, fuyooohh!
haha, pelajar tercontoh.
the frame making is for the Ramadhan on Wheels.
hmm. 270 to do
working like factory workers

1st, we have to cut the picture

2nd, take out frame from package,
put the pic inside

3rd, decorate the border

*mcm kindergarten kids seyhh, colour²*

hehe, if wanna put ribbon, put. hehe.
all pics are candid,
sorwie hard-werking ppl

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haiish, he lost his fone
which means dat, i cant msg him no more
will nid to wait for him to call me
if he nvr call me,
means i cant listen to his voice
haiish :(

jux now he called, i was doing my sis's resume
i asked him to call later,
till now havent call me
errgh, so sad.. *sobx*
jux waiting, and keep waiting

if i call his home,
im afraid, his mom or dad pick up,
ehem, hvnt seen his parents yet,
so, pai seyh to call home
haiiiiiiisssssssssshhhhhhhh

haiish, bby, i dunno
every thing, i sala
i jux dunc understand
hmm, hope u would cool down fast yea

i dunc noe yy i was so bz today
woohoo!
tkpe BERIBADAH lah kan.
dlm bulan puase niie
hmm, time flies so fast,
left like 10 more days of fasting
fuuuhhh, very scared,
asking for forgiveness at the first day of syawal
later shurre *rain*
jux feel like i did hurt too much ppl dis year.

*wirni, marissa syng wirni. we will pray for you kaes, stay strong*
wirni HOT =)

it's better today. hmm

2009-09-07T23:06:00.005+08:00

today is not normal for me
but, tried to go along w/o msging him
trying to go with the flow
it's not me, usually, my fone will ring quite frequent for a day
today, i can say dat my fone is dead

went to training,
it was quite
i can say hell
i cant tepok 10 properly,
cant sing using my awok awok voice
i jux dunno yy
wad i do everything wrong
haiishhh

otw home, jux reminds me of him,
usually dis days, aft training will meet him
meet him at boon lay,
walk tgt home, haiish
today drop at lakeside, take bus home
haiish, miss all dat
i even closed my eyes for awhile,
tinking he's beside me. oh gosh

went home, bought back tako ball and cotton candy
hehe, to make me occupied,
do my daily prayers, suddenly
my fone rings. *abang² saye ipin...* my sms tone

it was Juf, yayness!!
hehe, asking me wad i was doing
i tink he cooled down oreadie
hehe, i dunno yy
i tink i love him
opps. haiish, jux so diif feelings
dat i had from my previous ex boyfs

* i miss u "winnie" *

fyi, i like to call my love one winnie
hehe, coz, i like to hug winnie,
hehe, so, when being missed,
jux hug winnie,
so, u noe, i noe.
hehe.

* i miss u winnie. *

things changes too fast

2009-09-07T00:54:00.007+08:00

it was going so well at the first part of the day
went to help for charity at SCWO
they are raising fund for woman and children that are family abused
if im not wrong, hee
we had fun despite all of the work we have to
they sell loads of stuff,
donated goods, shirts, skirts, shorts, trousers, all kind of costumes,
starbucks at $2 *was fasting, so cant buy, OOOPPS*

*thre's so much more OMG*

*was supposed to fold the
shirts and hang up some* huhu

*minat ke nan baju tuu?*
org suro lipat, kau posing plak !

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aft dat, i tot i was going to be scolded with ibu
but, she was ok, so go with the flow
hee

haiish, i didnt contact much with Juf these days
was bz, schedule damn packed, haiish
wad to do, if msg, oso, jux ok, alrite, all dese

guess he was frustrated bcoz, it was jux not me
i would not reply those msgs with one werd
haiish, i jux cant admit it, i was so messed up
and im bz, errghh
im sorry, had a little chat at msn,
every werd he said made me cry
so, i choose not to talk to him
he said, lets end dis friendship

*trying to be happy*

never sorry

2009-09-04T23:16:00.004+08:00

i was just looking thru sorry poems
saw dis, reminded me of akmal

for u, akmal:

I’m sorry,
I’m sorry for all the times I’ve cried
I’m sorry for every single lie
I’m sorry I was never enough
I’m sorry I just wasn’t tough
Sorry I couldn’t make you smile
Sorry I didn’t make you stay a while
Sorry it was nothing more than sex
I’m sorry I have to call you my ex
I’m sorry you broke my heart
I’m sorry I tore you apart
I’m sorry we can’t get along
I’m sorry, I cry to every song
I’m sorry I hide when you come around
Sorry I hang my head, eyes always on the ground
Sorry we couldn’t make it
Sorry I just couldn’t take it
Sorry we never meant much
Sorry you LOVED to touch,
Sorry you couldn’t see past my looks
I’m sorry for every part of me you took
I’m sorry for all the pain you’ve caused
I’m sorry I let you in at all,
I’m sorry I pushed you away
I’m sorry you don’t deserve me in any way
I’m sorry we will never again meet
I’m sorry this as far as we will see,
Never past the words I’m sorry to the broken trust
Now all I see is the way you lust
I’m sorry we just weren’t meant to be
And I’m sorry you feel you never hurt me
What I’m sorry for most of all,
Is how I’m just say sorry, I haven’t been sorry at all.

obstacles, obstacles

2009-09-04T14:04:00.011+08:00

i jux dunc understand !
when i woke up, i said im gg out to find job
and maybe habing my break fat outside
den u noe, wad she said?!

ibu:
kau nk jadi ape klua, klua je ari ari
kau da besar, lau nk kawen, skrg jgak ibu bleh kawen kan
lau suro uat keje uma, aru uat
ni blan ramadhan, asek nk klua je !!!!

saying all these with a 'tengking' tone

i jux dunc understand,
i oni buke lua when im having dikir
and its in skool. ERRRGGGH!
and the dinner with W47P, dats all.
wad the hell,
today i oni wanna find job.
wads the tengking abt?
ERRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

tmr, gonna hav buke with my sec sch fwens,
ibu knows den all, whether she let me go anot,
im not shurre

sunday, iftar, errrghhh
if she dunc let me go,
i dunno wad to say !
im going out doing ibadah !

ibu tk pernah tanye pon,
kau alek kul bape?
ape kau uat
tk pernah amek kesah
asl angah klua je, ingat org gi hooray kat luar !
but, uu dunc noe the truth

ERRRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH
damn it

finding out ways how to stop crying
stop crying link!

found out dis website, maybe would help me in emotional situations

step 1: First, turn away from the people in the room for a few seconds, and take a deep breath.
Breathe all the way from your stomach.
This will calm you down.

step 2: If you can, excuse yourself to go to the bathroom.
This will give you a few minutes to compose yourself.
While in the bathroom, shake your body for a second.
Shake out as much tension as you can.
This will help you release some tension.

step 3: Whether in public or in the bathroom, give your arm a light pinch.
Do not hurt yourself - just pinch yourself enough to distract yourself.
You can do this discreetly.

step 4: Force yourself to smile. It may sound silly, but this will give you something to concentrate on,
and your smile will allow you to show the room that you're doing well,
and it will not appear that you are about to cry.

step 5: If possible, step away from the person who is upsetting you and talk to someone else.
Beginning a happier conversation with a different person will help to lift your spirits.
If you need to talk to the person who is upsetting you later in the day,
you will have given yourself time to compose yourself.

step 6: Tell yourself that you are strong and you can overcome the need to cry.
If you believe this, you can make it happen!

http://www.ehow.com/how_4585777_stop-yourself-crying-inappropriate-situation.html
the words given in the steps looks simple to do
but, i tried a few times, its hard.
so hard to control dat tears
erggggh

haiish, seriously,
like dis, i dunc feel like celebrating hari raya also
errrgggh
find job, hari werk,
got more money.
go raya for 1st day oni.
ergggh, damn it damn it

tiring day!

2009-09-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

hoho, i wanted to put the 400bucks cheque in my account
so, i rushed to the bank before gg to training,
took the bus, reached inter.
and found out dat.....
i forget to bring my bank book,
coz i tot i wanted to go to the counter and transfer it the bank book,
the card wouldnt help.

so i rushed back home to get my bank book.
omg, the weather wasnt helping too,
i was perspiring like *ehem*

ok, reached POSB, the line was like a snake
waited n waited. *crick crick crick*

den, when i reach the counter,
she said, they cant help me get the money today
if the money was transfer, it will take 2 or 3 days
i needed the money to pay my DUE bill
so, i asked her if i hav any other way to get the money today
she said go to DBS, they can giv cash,
omg omg, cash pon cash la !

so, dis tired pig went to DBS,
the queue was ok, but the service EHEM!
u noe, i noe.
got my cash, perspiring.
erggh, deposit it back to my acc
and den straight away pay my bill
dat was only first part of my day. huhu

went to training, less ppl,
was like 9 awok awok oni.
OMG OMG, learnt new ragam, hoho
tk tipu, it looks easy, sounds easy,
to co-ordintate is so eff hard.
ergggh, must try harder.

aft dat got to meet Juf
hehe, lepak ard my area for like 1hr
till my fone rings *hoppa, zunea zunea hoppa*
ibu was on the line asking when im gg back
haha, rushed home and here i am now blogging

*missing dis ppl*

messed up

2009-09-03T12:51:00.007+08:00

haiishh, i felt like a pig nowadays
jux sitting infront of lappy, surfing the net
ergggh, notiing for me to do
no money, find job, all wanted the full-timers
DAMNIT

yesterday was supposed to teach TOT ragam for juare
erggh, im so sorwiie, somting happen in the the nite, mood out
like erggggh, damn it damn it
cooling down nihh

hehe, later gg for training.
im so missing

TINI, IILY, TASHA, YANI

omg, maner korg menghilang
hope dat aft bulan puase or when start skool,
korg gi traiining kaes.
miss korg laaaahhh

aft training, meeting juf,
hehe, yea, the way to forget akmal

hm hm hm

appie teachers' day!

2009-09-01T00:29:00.004+08:00

ok, i woke up late jux now.
haha, actually didnt hav any plans to go back to my sec sch
coz, wen i ask random ppl in my old class, they say, lazy

BUT
jannah text me, she said she coming down,
so, i came down wif so little ppl left
ok, nemiind, we talked like nobody business
BCOZ, it's been a long time man!
farhana, hazri, dhuha, jannah, wendy
hoho

*sorwie, pixcha blur babes *

we went bowling at csc.
however, farhana cant join us, taking her o levels
sad, next time we go tgt kaes, babe!
ahha, got 1 strike oni. haiiyo!
my old bowling mates.
last time aft skool, will go at least 2 weeks once
haha! wendy got the highest score : 108 ! OMFG

aft dat, straight away go dikir training, hehe
TOT, wad happen to u?
haiish, feel so sad, later we share share kaes babe

aft dat, Juf sent me home from boon lay, hee
took the longer route, hehe
bought for ibu and bro magnum
hehe, sit ard my blok
den went home, hehe, had fun man!
hehe, tankiiew bby

its a LONG fun day!

2009-08-30T01:59:00.015+08:00

i volunteered for
Singapore Xtreme Championship 2009
was FUN!
even when it was so damn hot,
it seemed to have reached 36 degree celcius,
i can burn thre
oh God.
all the guys thre are so hot
didnt get to take their pics ):
they are from other countries
i adore one from Thailand,
fuuuh! so hawtstuff. hehe
i really hope the jive people are not shellfish to give me the pics dat i want. hoho
that guy is really really cute! GAHH! *only way to forget him*

W47P
we had dinner together
haha, even like half didnt turn up
it was sort of our last time meeting each other
haiish, sad or wad!?

we did had fun, like DUHH
tot la, made us so COA over thre
all were looking at us, laughing loudly all
aiyo! pai seyhh, but, hu cares, i laughed along laa!
from the train stn to the restaurant
at the restaurant
from restaurant to train stn
we are chaotic thru out
dat was good, spending quality time with each other
had a train ride wif
kat, ting, tot and bro
even we are 5 ppl,
its like 50 ppl talking,
so damn loud.
giving each other jokes and riddles. i really had fun.
LOVE all of you guys!
please dunc forget each other,
whenever, where ever, whatever
we met, say hello okay?
im really gonna be sad, leaving my chaotic class
gahhhhh!!
hope the next class would hav the same hyper hyper type like we do yea.

and and and and and and
we celebrated aisshh bdae too! =)
love uu babe!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SITI AISHAH !!
yea, my sis is olreadie 18.
hehe, legal seyh die.
syng kamu! nant laen class, dunc forget me taww,
uu will always be missed cutiie. =)
*NGOO NGOOO!!*

Keep smilin'
Keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me
for sure
that's what friends are for

Most people walk in and out of you life. But only friends leave footprints in your heart.

stressed . irritated

2009-08-28T22:41:00.007+08:00

haiish..
oukkae, i am single..
the good thing about it is dat, i can mingle around..
but, thre is no true love,
which no one will care for uu,
talk to uu on the fone late at nite,
be thre on ur side always although not physically..
its just sad..

haiish..
sumone misunderstood me,
yes, i noe, i might be a bad girl,
but, sejahat-jahat mane pon, ade baek nye jgak,
please, everyone on earth is not perfect,
we learn from mistakes,
its just sad when ppl cant understand how it feels to be left alone..

yes, sumtimes,

when we are down,
when we are not in the mood,
when we are angry,
we need time on our own,
to cry and let it all out..

but, everything has limitations.
haiish.
i just dunc noe how to put it.

its sad,

when we are single,

we mix around,

and ppl misunderstand us.

its just ergggh!..

please dunc misunderstand me,

im just me.
i can change for the better or for the worst.
it just takes time to change for the better.
and the bad thing is dat,
to change for the worse, jux takes seconds.

ppl hu know me the long enuff,

am i really a bad person?

sad

Luv will fly if held too lightly.

Love will die if held too tightly.

How should I hold u.

How do I know if I'm still keeping you

I'm letting go...

any FATS on sales?

2009-08-27T13:32:00.013+08:00

marissa wanna get

FAT!

uu wanna noe why?

1. so can fittingly fit my hari raya clothes

2. so i wont look like a stick man anymore!

3. more flesh makes me feel happy =)

at least add some kg to my current weight

5 to 8 more

jux dat. hehe

i sound so despo.

hoho. its oni fat, flesh, doesnt kill rite?

but not to over laa.

heehee

i wanna get my old chubbiness back!

fuuh!

dats was before.
i want this back!! can?

fasting month. must try.
eat alot on sahur and break fast!!
hehe

missing W47People

2009-08-26T15:39:00.008+08:00

haiish, yesterday was the last day of school
really last day for us to meet in school tgt
haiisshh

really, im so gonna miss w47p. haiish *sobx*
next semester = new class mates = new people
can i make new fwens thre?
haiish, jux wished dat we wouldn't need to change class.
nemmind we will still be in the same school rite people?
we still can msn? call each other? and plus! dinner? hehe

so gonna miss all of you people

__________________________________________________________________________

aini (the DIVA girl)

im gonna miss all your laughter, random talks, chat, singing ur WANITA song.
ahha. miss all our problems sharing and control laughing during UT. ahha bcoz of my noisy laptop.
NGOO! NGOO! NGOO! dunc forget me kaes - all my stupidity *erggh*!
still can see uu in dikir yea DIVA! juare baru ENDANG

aishhhah (the cute girl)

im gonna miss seeing u playing ur sims and other games, ahha diner dash la. mcm mcm.
SAKET JANTONG! haha! sitting tgt for all our UT3, hanging ard like we dunc care aft skool. haha!.
yeas, but we still can do it even if we are not in the same class rite? hopefully.
and plus gonna miss how u control ur laughter during UT. haha.
maintain la babe, smpi ltak kepale kat atas table. ahha!
funny people! miss ya!

atiqah (the quiet but dunc underestimate her *hehe*)

im gonna miss all our laughter tgt. songs from HOT FM. uu introduced me jam legend.
fun fun fun. im gonna miss all of it doing our UT tgt, controlling our laughter was the best part.
haha. iqah tk abes abes ade hal, alaaa. take it slow kae.
iqah. syng kamu! dunc forget me taww. miss uu s0! dunc lost contact ok? miss ya!

Kit Kat (the number 1 W47P organiser)

im gonna miss, ur *hmm YA*, during ur presentation. hehe. was fun being with uu.
when we wanna have any events, uu would be the one who want to volunteer, i like.
and i noe it is hard for uu to handle it rite? hehe! dunc forget me ok!
hope ur next semester class me chaotic like ours. hehe. wan another outing? hehe!

Woan Ting (the kedah girl)

im gonna miss uu! my communication fwen! doctor woan ting! hehe. my bro miss uu lehh, hehe.
when wanna have bbq again? hehe. thanks for all ur help yea mummy woan ting. hehe.
any events in jive dat i join or u join infrom each other kae, so we can do the event tgt?
can can? hehe. miss ya! dunc lost contact ok?

Si Hui (our dolphin!!)

im gonna miss ur blur ness. ahha. all the laughter and being 'bullied' by Hafidz. ahha.
lost slipper la. very funny. dunc cry hor dolphin. i love you! may uu got better grades for this UT :D

Vanessa (my darling baby ~ahha)

im gonna miss ur sudden LOUD laughter. ahha. uu talk very loudly during PPH lesson with us.
ahha. he would always remind us to be quiet. but, we still keep on talking.
gonna miss all ur SIMS family, baby chio. cool names. ahha.
when we wanna have shopping spree tgt man? i love you baby!
dunc forget me ok? dunc lost contact hor?!

Se Yen (my DIEM partner)

im gonna miss you! ur *relax marissa, uu wanna me to help uu anot*,
during dat ppts dat i hav trouble doing.
when we gonna have any JIVE events,
do nudge me or beep me when u sign up ok,
we can meet in JIVE. hehe. dunc lost contact ok?! miss you so!

Mei Yan (my M&M partner)

im gonna miss being ur M&M partner and being the dieticianist during communication.
ahha. and all ur creative ideas during communication modules.
ur favourite rite? communication.
haha! miss ya babe! dunc forget me ok.

Angela (my darlingsss)

im gonna miss being ur darling. hehe.
always get ur tings done even when u have ur laptop distractions on ~ FB and etc.
ahha. cool man! im gonna miss uu darling.
love uu. dunc forget me ok.

Ira (our photographer)

im gonna miss my vaio partner. haha! all the w47p cam whore.
doing ppt slides tgt.
and ur highs during certain time.
ahha. miss you! dunc forget me ok? heeeheee

Angeline (WONG WONG)

im gonna miss ur craziness in class.
making most of tings to be a laughter. laught till ur face turns red. ahha.
im so gonna miss all of it. come my house?
have another laughter with my mum, dad and bro?! ahha. food oso!
keep saying u are fat. but, no laa, u're not dat fat. i wanna be chubby like uu uh! hehe =)
dunc forget me ok? miss ya!

Shannon (the siuuuuul gal)

im gonna miss ur *siuuuuuuuuul* behind most of the words uu said.
ahha! i've been in ur group oni once. dat oso becoz my team gone for partial.
haha! gonna miss dat time, uu steadily do the ppt slide.
wow! like wonder woman, still can finish on time. hehe.
gonna miss dat ringtone of urs. haha.
dunc forget me yea? miss ya SIOL!

Emma (webcam freak)

im gonna miss uu looking at ur laptop, smiling at ur self,
creepy ok. ahha! must control babe! hehe.
miss ya! dunc forget me ok?

Sonia (fierce gal)

im gonna miss u fierce gal. u very fierce la. alamak. hehe. keep it on the low ok?
hehe. im sorry if i hurt uu or wad. all the anger. ahha. relax kae ...
heehee. miss ya! dunc forget me =)

GUYS

im gonna miss all of u'alls madness in class. ahha.
Hafidz fav past time is to take ppl tings and put it some whre tat person cant find. ahha. gonna miss all dat
Ben is always blushed. missed the first part of the semester gg to skool tgt. ahha.
Jared, will miss all ur singing in class, brought ur guitar to class, sing-along. ahha!.
Terrence - gonna miss uu too
WEE WEE - wee wee! miss uu! haha. smallest guy in class. haha!
Jason - miss all ur *im serious abt u not being serious* and *im a cow, hear me moo* ahha!
Lewis - miss ya too!
___________________________________________________________________

W47P will always be in heart. *awwww*
hugs*girls oni*

all abt yesterday 25/08

2009-08-26T15:22:00.008+08:00

it was the last day of UT
haish
but, we went to splach park to have fun
haha! yes, VERY FUN
hehe, i dunc have the pics arrr.
present thre was:
TOT, aisssh, mimie, aiman, mazni and me.
ahha!

return home at 5
called ibnu till i reach home
haha!, menyakitkan hati btol bbual ngan
LOYAR BURUK.
soyal btol
hehe.

aft buke:
jeng jeng jeng.
chat, chat and chat at msn.
damn it seyh.
it was ok till akmal suddenly start chatting wif me
i started to turn to the emotional side
i dunc noe how he could be so heartless

he told me we broke up bcoz :

he misses his ex, which had left him long ago

he wants to excel in his studies

AND surprisingly bcoz, he dunc wanna make use of me

ok fine!
but, uu noe we go out even we broke up
and still he is making use of me

hmmm, and uuu noe wad?!!!??
aft all the crying yesterday
when i say i cant take it,
he say he was ATTACHED.
freaking interesting isn't it?!

erggh, why dis tings happen in
BULAN RAMADHAN

cried all nite
till now.
i dunno how heartless he could be.
ergggh, bersabar je.

i still have my fwens yea.

the painting

2009-08-25T07:09:00.004+08:00

yesterday when i woke up,

ibu asked me to look at bro's wall

i looked, i was amazed.

it started to look like algae.

haha!, im so bad

but, when the painting is done,

it looks nice

den i said.

when bro wanna sleep,

he would stare at the wall painting

den, we would 'terbawak-bawak' to his dreams

and he will run thru the field and found

one candy house like the one in Hansel&Gratel

haha!

AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND

todae is the last day of UT man!

wohoo!

ahha. and i still haven start studying for the test today

hohoho.

OMG marissa

however, this means dat

it will be the very last day

of being together as a class

W47P

uu all noe wad im doin now?

looking at friendship quotations *instead of studying*

i wanna write a card for each of my classmates

but, i dunno if i have enuff time anot

erggh!

nemiind, will try

i need to know how to manage time man!

hehe =)

2nd day of fasting MADNESS

2009-08-23T14:24:00.010+08:00

early in the morning, went to expo with dad and bro

bought printer

hehe,

got a hard time to choose the best one

and the one dat is cost effective too

brands available was:

canon, epson, brother, hp

aft much walking and surveying,

we bought EPSON printer

thre was a lucky dip too

haha, bro did it

and guess wad?

ahha, we got umbrella

we went home

bro wants to paint his room.

ahha, so tired

i thoought i wouldnt wanna help

but, its like fun

so, i join in the fun.

haha!

this is madness man! crazyy

oukkae, im gonna meet Didie.
yes, at last can meet him
hehehehe
den, go buke uma uztazah wif iqa and fwens.

abby krishafina

2009-08-22T15:53:00.005+08:00

rite aft UT,

i went to nenek house

me and aisshh went on the same bus.

dint know dat her mom's block was the same as my aunt's house

wow! aahha

went to see my sick anak sedare

oni 3 years old,
got an operation oreadie.

haiish, so pity

actually wad happen was her hand was dislocated

when she played playground,

den, nid to go for an operation.

haiish.

yesterday, she was ok oreadie,

still can play around,

like her hand is ok

uu noe, kids.

fun fun fun

erggh!

2009-08-21T20:07:00.006+08:00

jux so unhappy todae

many things comes thru my mind to dae

eff it uhhh

i was supposed to follow Didie and his brother to geylang bazaar tonite.

but, mum didn't let me go

because it's the first day of terawih

damn it

i jux dunc understand why

whenever Didie ask me out,

shure my mum wont let me go

why why why?

i dunc understand

erggh,

everytime, i giv him the same reason:

ibu tk kasi pegi

jux hope dat he will understand me

ergghh, jux so pissed off

i told him, maybe we can meet other days.

lucky, he understand me abit.

but, i can see dat he is pissed a bit too

nemiind, look at bright side,

its all part and parcel of life

im jux looking forward to meet him uhh

miss him seyhh

another one, akmal

i dunno wad he wants.

damn it.

i dunc noe if i still love him

i dunc noe if he still love me

but, im giving him the 2nd chance

erggh, nemiind.

i wouldn't wanna care about a person hu doesnt care abt me .

1st UT done!

2009-08-19T23:13:00.007+08:00

one is done,
4 more to go!
yessa.
aft dat!
hooray!
woohoo

jux now aft UT,
tot, mimi and me
went to watch GI Joe.
first thing,
it was so damn cold in thre
i jux wished i had a bear to hug in thre
omg, yea.
secondly, the popcorn size was not up to expectation
tot was like: ini large die, at orchard they giv me a big circular one like ones in mr bean shows
haha
it was, nice man the show!
except fot the coldness in thre.
really.

but, now
i need to go study hard
so that, i ensure that i pass all my modules
erggh! so hard, damn

nemmind, must try
eh no! not try,
I MUST DO IT.
haha,
jiayou marissa! hee =)

outs wif him

2009-08-17T23:18:00.004+08:00

went to esplanade with him
and his friend

was fun,
played bowling,
played pool
was my first time playing pool,
nice expereince
its tough man, erghh,
i wanna play some more.
hehe, if thre is one more chance

aft all the walks,
we lepak at colours by the bay,
was nice.
hmm hmm hmm

i didn't get to go home with him
he didn't allow me to take the red line to juron east
at first, i insisted
but, nemiind, i jux follow wad he says
it benefit me too,
but, lesser time with him
as i took the green line
haiish

really must go and prepare for UT man
darn it
ok, i will study starting from tmr
ok tmr

outs!

HAIISHH

2009-08-17T14:50:00.005+08:00

its the 2nd last of skool todae

aand UT is coming so soon.

ERGGH.

haiish,

i've always volunteered to do the slides,

i loved doing slides

but, im not shure if i've hurt anyone,

made ppl feel dat i wanna control the team

haiish,

making me sad laa.

today, i didn't do the slides,

however, thre are 2 parts: slides, poster

i did the poster,

with all my teams help.

we discussed on how we are gonna construct it

we tried to make it on a low mode so that it would attract the teenagers
so, we have put vibrant colours, pics, graphics

some pics are animated

as my class knows,

i like to use cartoon pics to convey message

and uu know wad

i got the title of being

a child dish girl :`(

SAD

congrats ENDANG*doks

2009-08-16T22:09:00.012+08:00

yea yea

endang got

not 1,

but 4 trophy-s

~kumpulan berpotensi

~awok² berpotensi,

~paluan berpotensi

fuuh, best best

hehe

I NK MAEN UTK NEXT COMP bleh??

mcm best gitu perasaan nye

hmm hmm

im sorry

2009-08-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

im sorry i loved you

im sorry i tried

im sorry for caring

im sorry you said bye

im sorry i trusted you

im sorry i sighed

im sorry for living

im sorry for ever looking you in your eyes

none of dat matters now,
no longer now

i wished i wasn't urs

it all goes to show dat im not wasting no more tears

not even on you,

my love,

my dear

you go girls

2009-08-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

tomoro is the COMPETITION day for ENDANG

all out kays,

jgn lupe: confident mau lebeh

aiseyy bedahh

love you alls =)

sick sick sick

2009-08-14T10:24:00.002+08:00

woke up in the morning with sore throat
barely can say anything.
nemiind, must bare with it
sore throat + runny nose = sick

its kit-kat bday today!
appie bdae darlings.
HAPPY 19th BDAY KITKAT
hope uu have a happy day today yea babe
i wan go out wif uu alls again lehh.
aft UT3 huh?

yesterday, gone partial for class. haiiya
was sick and got to collect bursary at NTUC Centre, One Marina Boulevard
got $400 and guess wad dad say?

ayah: dis check, you will need to pay the supplementary fee which is $131.25
and the allowance for this month.

damn it sia. if i noe, i no nid to apply for the bursary siol.
damn damn damn!

hey yo!

2009-08-12T14:48:00.000+08:00

so long dint post anything.
I had just deleted all my posts from my sec sch days.

OHmiGOD, UTs coming so soon.
ENDANG gonna battle it out for the finals this sunday.

2nd UT grades are better than the first one. I really need to buck up to have better grades ensuring me to go further and not repeating any of the modules.

good luck ENDANG, love uu alls.
mwahhss

hope i can play for the next competition,
hmm, i must try and fight for placings in comp.
hmm hmm hmm

dats all for now,
i wanna have a nap before going for training later

outs.